desert dream

  IM NOT DONE   I still where the necklace he made  the photographs gone but it’s all the same  the boy down the road of my mind he has hold and I swear I never thought it’d be this way    What about you what about you what about you oh you’re just a slave  What about me what about I what you and what about time it’s all okay    Cause if happiness is just a moment  when the sun is shining bright and the shadow’s broken  I’m already there  I’m already scared  I’m not done I’m not done here    Chances what are the chances I’ll love unblind  and hopeless hopeless romances they’re  living lies they’re living lies  so take me won’t you take me you oh  take me when the time is right     Cause if love is blinding I don’t wanna feel it  we already know only god can give it to me sweet and slow  sweet and slow     I’m not done i’m not done here  I’m not done I'm not done here  I’m not done I'm not done here  I’m not done I'm not done here    Cause if love is blinding I don’t wanna feel it  we already know only god can give it to me sweet and slow  sweet and slow    I’m not done i’m not done here  I’m not done I'm not done here  I’m not done I'm not done here  I’m not done I'm not done here

IM NOT DONE

I still where the necklace he made

the photographs gone but it’s all the same

the boy down the road of my mind he has hold and I swear I never thought it’d be this way

What about you what about you what about you oh you’re just a slave

What about me what about I what you and what about time it’s all okay

Cause if happiness is just a moment

when the sun is shining bright and the shadow’s broken

I’m already there

I’m already scared

I’m not done I’m not done here

Chances what are the chances I’ll love unblind

and hopeless hopeless romances they’re

living lies they’re living lies

so take me won’t you take me you oh

take me when the time is right

Cause if love is blinding I don’t wanna feel it

we already know only god can give it to me sweet and slow

sweet and slow

I’m not done i’m not done here

I’m not done I'm not done here

I’m not done I'm not done here

I’m not done I'm not done here

Cause if love is blinding I don’t wanna feel it

we already know only god can give it to me sweet and slow

sweet and slow

I’m not done i’m not done here

I’m not done I'm not done here

I’m not done I'm not done here

I’m not done I'm not done here

  NEVER READY   Heart of my own  You wondered off again  when i told you to stay close  Now look at you, bruised and broke  It’s all part of the learning I have to do  I’m sure that you learned a few valuable things too  like, ‘She’s perfect’  you told me  I don’t believe you  If it’s all you, none of it me  Why don’t we work through it?  How dare you leave it all so unclear  Doubt I’m innocent I’m not innocent here    Was I moving too fast  Was I not even ready  Well we’re never ready  we’re never ready    Now as the world spins bleeding  I’m still stuck here singing  Of my heart you stole  I don’t regret you, you’re lovely  My darling, I just wish you’d not go  Wish I had known    I was moving too fast  I was not even ready  Well we’re never ready  we’re never ready  Was I holding too tight  Cause I felt you slipping as soon as my walls became cracked  We’re never ready for that    It’s not personal if you  don’t know how to love anyone  If this is not about me  all I’m left to believe  is you don’t know how to love anyone    Well we’re never ready  we’re never ready to love anyone  we’re never ready  we’re never ready to love

NEVER READY

Heart of my own

You wondered off again

when i told you to stay close

Now look at you, bruised and broke

It’s all part of the learning I have to do

I’m sure that you learned a few valuable things too

like, ‘She’s perfect’

you told me

I don’t believe you

If it’s all you, none of it me

Why don’t we work through it?

How dare you leave it all so unclear

Doubt I’m innocent I’m not innocent here

Was I moving too fast

Was I not even ready

Well we’re never ready

we’re never ready

Now as the world spins bleeding

I’m still stuck here singing

Of my heart you stole

I don’t regret you, you’re lovely

My darling, I just wish you’d not go

Wish I had known

I was moving too fast

I was not even ready

Well we’re never ready

we’re never ready

Was I holding too tight

Cause I felt you slipping as soon as my walls became cracked

We’re never ready for that

It’s not personal if you

don’t know how to love anyone

If this is not about me

all I’m left to believe

is you don’t know how to love anyone

Well we’re never ready

we’re never ready to love anyone

we’re never ready

we’re never ready to love

  BECAUSE   Meet me at the wedding post I know I am afraid of this  Rid me of my innocence I know we can untangle this    It was because because because I’m a mess  It was because because because I’m obsessed with the thought of fixing you up    Hanging by a silver thread I know it was the way we saw things  Happier than happiness could grant us we were in charge of us We were in charge of us    and it was because because because I’m a mess  It was because because because I’m obsessed with the thought of fixing you up    Thoughts of you come all too often  Beating still my heart is a coffin of doubt that you ever did love me  I know that you love me  And calling out my misbehavior runs deeper now it runs deeper later  I thought we could do this together  Oh god can we do this together  Oh god can we do this together    It was because because because I’m a mess  it was because because because I’m obsessed with the thought of fixing you up

BECAUSE

Meet me at the wedding post I know I am afraid of this

Rid me of my innocence I know we can untangle this

It was because because because I’m a mess

It was because because because I’m obsessed with the thought of fixing you up

Hanging by a silver thread I know it was the way we saw things

Happier than happiness could grant us we were in charge of us We were in charge of us

and it was because because because I’m a mess

It was because because because I’m obsessed with the thought of fixing you up

Thoughts of you come all too often

Beating still my heart is a coffin of doubt that you ever did love me

I know that you love me

And calling out my misbehavior runs deeper now it runs deeper later

I thought we could do this together

Oh god can we do this together

Oh god can we do this together

It was because because because I’m a mess

it was because because because I’m obsessed with the thought of fixing you up

  GONE   I want to know if you can handle this  if you can process shit feeling cold  I want to know if you are well equipped  Could you finish this on your own    It don’t have to take so long  I haven’t always been clear but dear I’ll tell you now that you’re gone    I was a liar holding on to fire  We had all been very still very still very still  I was a coward making my way through our little bit of common ground common ground common ground    What about them and all their innocence  this broken home we built  shattered floors  No more to give but separate wedding gifts  Uninhabited wisdom  What do we know what do we know what do we know    It didn’t have to take so long  Why did this have to take so long    I was a liar holding on to fire  We had all been very still very still very still  I was a coward making my way through our little bit of common ground common ground common ground    Well we don’t have that much  No we don’t have that much  But they don’t have to end up like us  They don’t have to end up like us    I don’t have to end up like them

GONE

I want to know if you can handle this

if you can process shit feeling cold

I want to know if you are well equipped

Could you finish this on your own

It don’t have to take so long

I haven’t always been clear but dear I’ll tell you now that you’re gone

I was a liar holding on to fire

We had all been very still very still very still

I was a coward making my way through our little bit of common ground common ground common ground

What about them and all their innocence

this broken home we built

shattered floors

No more to give but separate wedding gifts

Uninhabited wisdom

What do we know what do we know what do we know

It didn’t have to take so long

Why did this have to take so long

I was a liar holding on to fire

We had all been very still very still very still

I was a coward making my way through our little bit of common ground common ground common ground

Well we don’t have that much

No we don’t have that much

But they don’t have to end up like us

They don’t have to end up like us

I don’t have to end up like them

  YOU AND I   Love, how’d it come to this?  If nothing’s wrong with us,  why’d you leave?  And God, where’s the truth in it?  Cause it’s not obvious  and I am weak  Love after love it’s not right  But if you’re the one leaving it’s fine    Time after time I’m not fine  My heart is loyal, stupid, and blind  There’s to this life  than you and I  you and I  You    We are done  cause you cannot hesitate  now that my head is on straight  I am all gone  And I was wrong to think that your mind would change  Your love is a losing game  But you have not won    Oh love, how’d it come to this  That I feel marvelous  on my own  And God, you were a part of this  When family fell to shit  You were there to hold    Time after time we’re alright  though our hearts are loyal, stupid, and blind  There’s more to this life  There’s more to this life  Than you and I  you and I  You

YOU AND I

Love, how’d it come to this?

If nothing’s wrong with us,

why’d you leave?

And God, where’s the truth in it?

Cause it’s not obvious

and I am weak

Love after love it’s not right

But if you’re the one leaving it’s fine

Time after time I’m not fine

My heart is loyal, stupid, and blind

There’s to this life

than you and I

you and I

You

We are done

cause you cannot hesitate

now that my head is on straight

I am all gone

And I was wrong to think that your mind would change

Your love is a losing game

But you have not won

Oh love, how’d it come to this

That I feel marvelous

on my own

And God, you were a part of this

When family fell to shit

You were there to hold

Time after time we’re alright

though our hearts are loyal, stupid, and blind

There’s more to this life

There’s more to this life

Than you and I

you and I

You

  UNFAMILIAR ROAD   Soft heart anxious to start  Whats already been started  I don’t even know if my heart is  big or small  I just want it all  Numb this numb this numb this  Feel this feel this    Unfamiliar road  I keep walking slow  I’ll keep walking slow    Kissed a boy in Mexico  thought that it would help me let you go  Mmmm  When I fly back to the bitter town  Where I first found love and first fell down  Well I will feel this I’ll feel this    Unfamiliar road  I keep walking slow  I’ll keep walking slow  And I’m not very good  at what I don’t    How can we not  know right from wrong  If beauty is honest  it’s not always pretty  Let it show    Beauty I want to know  Beauty I want to know  Beauty is honest

UNFAMILIAR ROAD

Soft heart anxious to start

Whats already been started

I don’t even know if my heart is

big or small

I just want it all

Numb this numb this numb this

Feel this feel this

Unfamiliar road

I keep walking slow

I’ll keep walking slow

Kissed a boy in Mexico

thought that it would help me let you go

Mmmm

When I fly back to the bitter town

Where I first found love and first fell down

Well I will feel this I’ll feel this

Unfamiliar road

I keep walking slow

I’ll keep walking slow

And I’m not very good

at what I don’t

How can we not

know right from wrong

If beauty is honest

it’s not always pretty

Let it show

Beauty I want to know

Beauty I want to know

Beauty is honest

  DESERT DREAM   Little world you are oh so big in my mind  Oh my life you’re all that’s in front of me  City nights city nights  and a desert dream  ooooo    Pardon me I’m just grasping for freedom  And I’ll follow nothing  if comparison is a thief  There’s a cost to be lost  And I must break the dark  Of a lovers teeth of reality  The silence when my god won’t speak    I’m dramatic  I feel a lot  And I’m crazy thinking this is what you’d want  So as you exit  Know I loved you a lot    Pardon my I’m still grasping for freedom  And I’ll follow nothing  If comparison is a thief  There’s a cost to be lost  And I must I must start    With feeling less  and doing more  Making passes at the unexplored  Stop wallowing  Stop following all the things that I don’t want to be    Ooooo  ooooo    I’m fine on my own  I’m fine on my own

DESERT DREAM

Little world you are oh so big in my mind

Oh my life you’re all that’s in front of me

City nights city nights

and a desert dream

ooooo

Pardon me I’m just grasping for freedom

And I’ll follow nothing

if comparison is a thief

There’s a cost to be lost

And I must break the dark

Of a lovers teeth of reality

The silence when my god won’t speak

I’m dramatic

I feel a lot

And I’m crazy thinking this is what you’d want

So as you exit

Know I loved you a lot

Pardon my I’m still grasping for freedom

And I’ll follow nothing

If comparison is a thief

There’s a cost to be lost

And I must I must start

With feeling less

and doing more

Making passes at the unexplored

Stop wallowing

Stop following all the things that I don’t want to be

Ooooo

ooooo

I’m fine on my own

I’m fine on my own

  I KNOW   I am not a little girl  You can spit me out and tell me honey this is how the world is  I’m aware of how it turns  And I know I know I know I know I know  This is gunna hurt    Never thought that this would break  With so many pieces lingering so much I need explained  Well I’m never good at swallowing my fate  I know I know I know I know I know  I know I know I know I know I know  It’s gunna be okay    Close to an outlaw  Is this part of growing up?  Is it standard behavior to never know what I really want?  Call my execution a mystic fusion of forget-me-nots  I am down in the bellows of my own despair  I am down and I’m asking God to meet me there  I am fine I am fine  just obsessed with my own life    Oh I am fine I am fine  just obsessed with my own life  I know I know I know I know I know there’s more than one  I know I know I know I know I know I’m not them  I know I know I know I know I know we’re all broken  I know I know I know  I’m grounded  I’m grounded

I KNOW

I am not a little girl

You can spit me out and tell me honey this is how the world is

I’m aware of how it turns

And I know I know I know I know I know

This is gunna hurt

Never thought that this would break

With so many pieces lingering so much I need explained

Well I’m never good at swallowing my fate

I know I know I know I know I know

I know I know I know I know I know

It’s gunna be okay

Close to an outlaw

Is this part of growing up?

Is it standard behavior to never know what I really want?

Call my execution a mystic fusion of forget-me-nots

I am down in the bellows of my own despair

I am down and I’m asking God to meet me there

I am fine I am fine

just obsessed with my own life

Oh I am fine I am fine

just obsessed with my own life

I know I know I know I know I know there’s more than one

I know I know I know I know I know I’m not them

I know I know I know I know I know we’re all broken

I know I know I know

I’m grounded

I’m grounded

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  STAINED GLASS   So love come find me, ooh  Oh love come find me, ooh  Oh love come find me, ooh  Oh love come find me, ooh  Oh love come find me  Oooh  Oooh

STAINED GLASS

So love come find me, ooh

Oh love come find me, ooh

Oh love come find me, ooh

Oh love come find me, ooh

Oh love come find me

Oooh

Oooh

  HOME   Time has slipped away and my mind says love's to blame  well I don't know where to go from here  Can't say it's been worth while  All this time spent running wild and by wild I mean standing pretty still    Ooo I am low  ooo take me home    Soften my addictions  I will surely be convicted any minute now when I run out and I'm not proud I know I'm lost  Changing with the weather now I'm floating like a feather does  Holding out holding out  holding out    Ooo I am low  Ooo take me home    Well it's not hard times  It's just changing  I can learn or I can hate it  I can laugh along the way if  Love stays far away    Ooo I am home  Ooo I am home    With our eyes half mast And our thighs undressed  When the darkness presses overhead  I must keep it together  Wish that I knew then what I know now  The changes they've changed me somehow  And I'm not all that anxious  I know now that changes Changes are constant    Ooo I am home  Ooo I am home

HOME

Time has slipped away and my mind says love's to blame

well I don't know where to go from here

Can't say it's been worth while

All this time spent running wild and by wild I mean standing pretty still

Ooo I am low

ooo take me home

Soften my addictions

I will surely be convicted any minute now when I run out and I'm not proud I know I'm lost

Changing with the weather now I'm floating like a feather does

Holding out holding out

holding out

Ooo I am low

Ooo take me home

Well it's not hard times

It's just changing

I can learn or I can hate it

I can laugh along the way if

Love stays far away

Ooo I am home

Ooo I am home

With our eyes half mast And our thighs undressed

When the darkness presses overhead

I must keep it together

Wish that I knew then what I know now

The changes they've changed me somehow

And I'm not all that anxious

I know now that changes Changes are constant

Ooo I am home

Ooo I am home

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